Full-Blown Suffering: My Struggle With the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headaches
It was a dreary Monday in the morning in September 2016. I worked as a educator, trying to settle a new group of students, when a intense sensation sprang behind my right eye. This was followed by rapid shocks, similar to electric shocks. As each class progressed, the discomfort eased and then came back with increased force. Multiple times that day I left a teaching assistant with worksheets and ran to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I tried aspirin, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The attacks returned repeatedly that autumn, and again in spring, soon establishing an yearly cycle. The autumn months were the most severe, then the late winter. I could anticipate the routine: aura in the shower, early twinges on the train, full-on pain in class by 9.30am. In 2019, a GP finally referred me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.
Cluster headaches typically start with intense pain behind one eye that lasts for three hours.
Approximately one in 1,000 people are affected by the disorder, and men are more often diagnosed. Attacks typically begin with sudden, severe agony focused on one eye that reaches its peak within a short time and lasts for up to three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, every day or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or face perspiration. There exists an episodic type, which occurs in seasonal bouts; some patients have chronic cluster headaches, characterized by the lack of long pain-free periods.
What connects sufferers is the intensity. One study rated the pain at 9.7 10, higher than broken bones or other conditions. Another discovered 64% of cluster patients reported thoughts of self-harm amid bouts; the number fell to 4% when they were pain-free.
One patient, in her seventies, a long-term sufferer from Wales, isn't surprised. Her attacks began when she was a toddler. “I would throw myself on the floor and bang my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through childhood. Alcohol in her teens, similar to many causes, made things worse. After having alcohol at her school leaving party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the bus home.
Her relatives often mistook her attacks as drunken episodes. Support eventually came from her parent and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after relocating, but often concealed her illness. She was fired from one job, partly due to absences during attacks. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a national hospital.
Still, the failure to plan life around erratic attacks took its toll. She particularly hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her family during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the small liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.
Headaches have been described across the ages. “The first account of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write authors in a publication on the subject. They attributed the ailment to an evil spirit who attacked his victims' heads.
Ancient medical texts suggest unusual treatments for what some observers would classify as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, severe headache was identified as a distinct condition, with treatments including herbal concoctions to other, more folk cures.
It was a European doctor who provided the first comprehensive account of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache happening and disappearing each day at fixed hours”.
Cluster headaches were only officially recognised by global medical committees in the late 1980s. From the 1960s to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a key artery that supplies blood to the head. Leading specialists in diagnosing the disorder note this.
In 1998, scientists published the findings of a research project for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and observed the attacks in a brain scanner. The data, featured in a major journal, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they felt better.
In spite of such progress, diagnosis remains slow. Jamie Charteris's attacks began in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he had four surgeries before eventually being diagnosed in recently, after a physician researched his complaints.
Neurologists say delays in diagnosis and managing occur because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're tired and low, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He works by eliminating other primary headache disorders, such as migraine, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A detailed history is essential: on which part of the head do signs appear? For how long? What season? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Specific characteristics such as tearing, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be referred to specialist centers. But many first arrive to A&E or are given inadequate treatments.
Dorothy Chapman, 78, has suffered from the condition for the majority of her life, although she hasn't had an episode since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth pulled because dental professionals misunderstood her pain. She believes dentists still need much more awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who responded. The author recalls calling a support line during an attack in 2021; a reassuring volunteer guided them through oxygen therapy and drugs until the attack eased.
National guidelines on treatment recommend that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine medication administered by nasal spray. No tablets or opioids should be used. Prophylactic options include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly helps manage the bouts of well-known individuals.
But consultant specialists argue the official guidelines need updating to reflect a more defined treatment pathway and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The length of the bout dictates the approach.” Brief bouts with occasional attacks are managed with acute treatment alone. More prolonged or more severe bouts require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with steroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an procedure into the side of the skull where the pain is that reduces nerve signals.
The official guidelines need revising to reflect a